I know that I am a tough pill to swallow sometimes. I know that sometimes I am intimidating. I am brash and can be a bit intense. But guess what? No one will ever say that am not genuine. You will know where you stand with me. I either like you or I don't. Which i can say that most people are on my like lists. however, one of my biggest pet peeves is when people lie and dishonest. You do not have to lie, exaggerate, tell stories to kick it. Its even more annoying when I catch you fibbing. I am a smart girl and i find it very interesting that people usually lie about something that doesn't even matter. If I like you it is because of who you are. You don't need to take on a hobby or have an interest because it is something i like. Be you and when you make a mistake or tell a lie and get caught why not fess up? don't pretend to be something you are not, that is almost obvious and unattractive.
Furthermore, I am not the "other" girl. I don't say that in terms of a sexual thing but I am saying i don't want to be that one you text because you have nothing Else better to do, no one cooler to talk to so you settle for me? really? no thanks.
One last little vent, people assume that my kindness, and Patience is never ending. While my politeness maybe never ending, and I am a kind person and I am forgiving I also don't take lightly people lying, treating me with disregard or assuming they can pop back in my life when it is convenient and pop right back out when its not. my life is crazy, chronic, tragic, and heart breaking yet very beautiful. Yet when i get to a point with you where I am done, I'm done especially after the few months and really several years i have had. And when I am done no call from your mother, your aunt bobby sue from Arkansas or anyone else will change that. all I am saying is why you love me the way i love you? and why cant you treat me the way i treat you? Why cant you support me the way i supported you even if i didn't agree with you or knew you were totally in the wrong? The worst part of it all is when I am praying for you I'm not even on your radar and while I am in the universe wishing you wellness where are you? I'm not saying I do things because I want recognition, or that i pray for people so that will pray for me. I try to support and encourage people because I love them. Interestingly though when people realize what they have it is often too late. My heart is no exception to that rule and at some point i need to change my path.
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